Saturday, May 07, 2005
today nth much to write la.. slack at hm whole day.. wat to do .. no money to go out.. hahaz.. today whole day at hm.. think of a lot of things .. suddenly think of her.. haiz.. damm it la.. so long liao still think of her..
it has been 6mths 1 day since our relationship ended and till nw i still think of her.. feel s0 useless la.. came to think abt it.. my life change so much since she left mi.. and some of my thinking changes too.. always thought that i had get over it.. but well.. i didnt.. and i guess i never will.. but really feel so hopeless in my life..my future..
gonna change my thinking.. cant stand it.. i cant be forever living in the past.. stuck in the past while she has already gone so far.. Argh.. i gotta change.. change change change...