FoReVeR-TeArS

2006-12-01T15:37:00.000+08:00

whoo.. super super long never update my blog... think my blog dead for ard 5 mths lioa.. hahaz. and this 5 mths really a lot of things happen, too many things happen so i will not go into details. anyway currently i am working and the outside world is really so different from NS life.

sometimes i do miss the times i spend in the NS, life was peaceful, no stress at all, slacking the time away. bring the trainees for sports, playing badminton with my fellow collegues. thou last time i always complain when i was still serving my NS. but i guess its all human nature ba. human will never be satisfied.

i guess my thinking toward life has also change, before ORD and after ORD. dunno will it be a good thing or a bad thing. anyway we shall see yea.

today is so peaceful, my office damm quiet. and im getting so bored man. not much ppl around, my manager reservist, my leader on leave, GM dunno go where.. maybe went play golf.. haha.. so basically, im the boss here .. wahahaz... and today is friday!!! can go home rest.. and then maybe at night meeting yuling and weimin for ktv.

life have been so routine for me after i started working, haiz... and im getting more and more slack.. everyday reach home slack, no exercise at all.. and becoming more and more fat.. what should i do..??
OMG!!!

2006-06-10T19:03:00.000+08:00

really super long since i last blog.. hahaz.. yupz.. many things happen but im still alive!! hah.. well.. and im so happy that i have finally got back my freedom on the 29th may.. hahaz.. yupz.. ord liao.. hiak hiak.. but then it has been almost 12 days and i have yet to find a job..

i have been very stress and confused.. dunno wat kinda job i wan.. wat kinda life i wan.. actually i do have something in my mind.. but its seems hard to achieve.. and im so lost.. haiz... for nw.. i do have some plans and hope that im able to make it.. hahaz..

last night went to bed quite late.. after watching germany match.. played dota with min,nut n xx.. till 4 plus then sleep.. hahaz.. and i had a funny dream also.. my ex gf was in the dream .. but too bad cant really rem wat the dream was about..

so funny to dream of her.. hahaz.. coz it was like so long lioa.. think ard 1 yr 7 mths since we broke up.. but everything seems like yesterday.. haiz.. kinda lost the feeling to love again after the relationship... never felt this kinda feeling again after her.. hope someone will be able to give mi this kinda feeling again.. hahaz..

anyway.. im gg out to watch england match soon.. hahaz.. final score.. 1-0.. wahahahaz.. trust mi and u will win big.. muahahaz...

2006-04-02T02:35:00.000+08:00

Princess Lame & the Donkey

Once upon a time, in the far land of Momomos, there lived a sweet, little, lovely princess, who is always crapping. But she had an enchantment upon her of a fearful sort which could only be broken by love's first kiss.
She was locked away in a castle guarded by a terrible fire-breathing dragon. Many brave knights had attempted to free her from this dreadful prison, but none prevailed. She waited in the dragon's keep, in the highest room of the tallest tower, for her true love, and true love's first kiss.

Feelin all lonely & bored in the castle, Princess’s onli entertainment is eatin lambchops everyday..for breakfast, lunch & dinner. One day, along came a fat fat cute cute donkey.

Duno how he managed to get into the spell protected castle without being hurt. As he crept up the spiral stairway, he was instantly captivated by the Princess’s beauty (she was sittin on the balcony by the way)
Donkey knew that the princess is different from other Princesses. Princess Lame almost freaked out when she sees a thing by the stairway. She knew it muz be her Knight in Shinin Armour, fought, slashed & killed the dragon, kiss her, lift the magic spell & they wud lived happily ever after. But to her astonishment, as she looked further, it was a donkey, a fat fat cute cute donkey. But wat to do, as long as there’s some THING to keep her company in the dark cell.

After spending days in the spell-enchanted castle wif Princess Lame, Donkey cud see tat she reali loves eatin lambs. One day there's an epidemic in the country, Mad Lamb Disease is spreadin. Lambs were slaughtered.
& so the princess has lost all interest in life, no more lamb chops for breakfast no more lamb chops for lunch

no more lamb chops for teabreak no more lamb chops for dinner. Amazingly, the Donkey was still there to keep her company and they became best of friends shortly after. But den again, no lambs for breakfast, lunch & dinner means no meaning in life for Princess Lame.
She became very moody & grew skinnier & skinnier. The donkey decided to travel across the world to hunt some lambs dwn. Sacrificing all the cute helpless little lambs to offer to the Princess. He braved thru the storm, sand & snow, juz for the Princess.

2yrs have pass.. miraculously.. the princess is still surviving coz she has been eating the donkey flesh all these while..the donkey had offered the princess his flesh coz he couldn’t find any lambs at all.. the donkey was bleeding.. was in great pain...but he didint mind.. coz he can feel that the princess is happy.. he dun mind dying.. as long as it can bring a smile to the princess.. but the princess never appreciate..

another 1 yr had passed.. the donkey is nw left with only 2 legs. The donkey would do anything to make the princess happy.. even if it means ending his life.. he knew that he had really fallen for her.. but the princess was always surrounded by handsome royal knights and Royal guards.. the donkey had no confidence at all.. had no courage to tell the princess how he feel..and he knew that the princess wont fall for him.. so one day.. the donkey decide to leave the princess.. leaving her only a note writing ”May..Be..”

A few days later.. the donkey feeling so heartbroken .. and sad.. commit sucide.. .. while the princess got indigestion after all those donkey's parts inside her stomach which slowly led to food posioning..

& so.. she died of food poisoning & both the Donkey & Princess Lame died hapily ever after juz like romeo & juliet....

The End

Writer : Crystal Leo & The Donkey

2006-03-26T21:26:00.000+08:00

A Fairytale Story...

hmmm...

The Story Of Princess lame and the Donkey

To Be Continue....

2006-03-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

jus reach home after a long day... damm tired.. alright.. the whole morning was a ECP.. reach there before 7am.. woo.. hahaz..
was so called the safety kayak team for the Singapore Biathlon.. today morning was good.. so was nt so bad.. and it was also an experience for mi..

after that.. went to meet edmund and meng at PS.. meng wanted to buy something.. so we went quite a few places and finally gt his things.. thou he still short of a few.. hee..

maybe will meet him again this sunday.. anyway.. last friday went to Altivo Bar with min, nut, meng, xx and his gf..coz it was xx last night in singapore.. he will be flying to taiwan the next day.. for 3 weeks man.. will sure miss him lots.. hahaz..
take care Bro.. rem to buy my presents.. hoho..

tml will be my Off day.. dunno wat to do.. sianz..
:(

2006-03-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

Woo~~ ahahaz.. almost 3 mths never blog liao.. its nt that i been busy.. thou is one of the reasons... most impt is i feel so stupid if i update it regularly.. nth to write.. hahaz...

lotsa things happen in these 3 mths.. and i shall nt go into it .. but anyway.. nth had change much.. i'm still single and serving my ns.. hahaz.. but gg to ORD soon in another 2 mths.. and im damm busy nowadays.. funny huh..?? they like wanna squeeze us till dry before we leave.. but i dun mind at all.. coz the moment i thought that i only had 6 more weeks left before i cleared my leave.. i dun mind doing more work.. wahahaz..

anyway.. tml gg for my kayak training... Arhhhh.. eskimo...!!! damm it.

2005-12-18T17:10:00.000+08:00

well.. i recieve a very shocking news from my friend.. he told mi that nicholas had pass away this morning due to a bike accident.. i feel so shock.. so lost suddenly.. dunno wat to say.. dunno hw to react.. this is the first time i had lost a friend in this way..

nicholas, my poly friend.. someone who always full of laughter.. still rem the times when i went ur hse.. playing guitar together.. night cycling with one group of friends during my FYP in NYP.

thou the last time we meet up was quite long ago.. i always treat u as a good friend. someone who is fun to hang out with.. someone who is always ready to lend a helping hand.. i cant believe that u are no longer around.......

life is so unpreditable.. u'll never noe wat will happen next.. so.. pls.. treasure yourself and the ppl close to u ..

2005-12-04T18:18:00.000+08:00

it's been so long since i last update my blog huh.. coz i've been quite busy and sometimes there seems to be nth much to blog about.. i've been feeling so lost nowadays.. dunno why.. find life so meaningless.. losing all the motivation to move on.. to continue with wat i believe...

anyway.. i've been really busy with work nowadays.. feel so stress up sometimes.. getting sick of my work already.. maybe that the reason why i feel so lost..?? hmm.. i dunno..

i know i cant go on like this.. now trying very hard to change.. i need something to motivate mi.. but i dunno wat i need.. lost lost lost... really lost.. who can help mi..?? someone pls help mi.. i need to continue believe wat i use to believe..
:(

2005-10-09T18:51:00.000+08:00

Friday

went clubbing on friday night.. its been some time since i last club.. yupz.. went chinablack with the usual gang.. min, xx, nut, and sisi.. and min's friend join us too.. think they gt some poly event gg on .. so mostly the crowd there should poly students i guess..

sisi was drunk that night.. first time i've seen her so drunk before.. or was it second time..??

( look at the number of tequila shots she drank that night.. hahaz... )

went to meet xueyan for supper with xx and evelyn after clubbing.. the rest didnt go becoz min gotta send sisi home.. as u can see.. after drinking so much.. she cant even walk properly liao.. hahaz.. nut didnt go for the supper too.. guess becoz he had to work tml.. yupz.. enjoyed myself that night and hope u guys enjoy too.. :)

Saturday

meet up with xx and min to yuling's bro bbq.. dunno why she ask us to go also.. didnt even noe her bro.. maybe she wan us to acc lester(yuling's bf)..

anyway when we reach there.. we feel so wierd lo.. was like surrounded by a bunch of small kids.. hahaz.. so we sit at one corner and was planing for our next program.. and finally decided to watch movie.. hahaz.. "skeleton key"

was so surprised that lester went with us.. hahaz.. when we reach bishan.. "skeleton key" only left the frt seats.. so we change to "goal" instead.. but it was really a nice movie.. inspired by the movie in some ways.. the courage to dream.. and the will to fight for ur dreams.. i do have dreams and goals in my life too.. and i hope i can fulfill them one day.. :)

2005-10-02T18:06:00.000+08:00

just came back from my bro's place... yupz.. went there to so called"celebrate my little cousin and my bro birthday" their birthday falls on the same date.. hurhur.. actually was celebrating early for them.. coz my bro will be leaving singapore for Europe tonight.. so envy.. hes gg with his gf and my cousin, cousin's gf.. yupz.. backpacking.. how i wish i could join them.. anyway u guys enjoy the trip ya.. and rem dun come back empty handed.. :)
hmm.. this weekend was spend watching movie all the way.. ya.. friday night meet xueyan for movie.. 1:50 am movie.. no choice.. ppl gotta work.. andy lau's new movie " wait till u're older" nt too bad.. and was actually quite touching .. somebody even drop her tears during the ending part.. hee.. :)
then came sat.. went bishan to watch "dudes of hazzards" with my buddies.. hahaz.. completely diff style of movie.. this movie was damm super lame and funny.. full of craps.. was like laughing thru the show.. hahaz.. then mi and xx went min's hse to watch dvd.. that was ard 3plus am.. we watch "the maid" hmm.. nt really that scary la.. feel like sleeping half way thru the show.. hahazz..
next weekend i dun wanna watch movie le.. damm boring.. always watch movie.. haiz.. getting sick of everything.. theres something missing in my life.. wat is it....?????

2005-09-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

yesterday went alvin's pub again.. yupz.. this is the first time i went pub during the weekdays.. normally i am so lazy and tired to go out after work.. nut jio us there becoz the waitress ask him to go down.. OMG.. guess nut kana "sot" by her liao.. haha.. and i was a little reluctant to go coz was tired and jus wanna rot at hm..
but in the end.. i called xx.. and he wanna go.. and since min was driving.. i tagged along lo.. reach there ard 10.. ordered beer only and i was planing to drink slowly and relax.. then came this stupid waitress again.. playing dice with her make me drink glass by glass... and i simply hate beer..
so i stop playing with her and i play my pool and sing my song.. hur hur.. but play one round lose le.. hahazz.. hw can that be.. hmm.. ?? saw stephanie there... hmm.. really long never see her liao.. she saw mi first and ask mi go over.. i recognise her straight aways lo.. while she still take some time.. hahaz.. lousy.. anyway keep in contact lo..
and ya.. Linda!! pls be more careful k.. u silly gal.. take care and always be careful..
we went back ard 12.. and i reach home ard 12 plus.. was still alright la.. stil gt some hours of sleep.. hahaazz..
As for today.. damm tired the whole day lo... especially during the OC meeting.. at 2:30... do u noe wat time it ends??? 6:30!!! lo... my god man.. they really can tok lo.. 4 hrs meeting.. and actually still coudn't finish de.. but becoz too late liao.. so end it quick..
and i was like dozing off every nw and then during the meeting .. cant stand it.. all damm nagging sia.. hahaz..
i gg to sleep soon.. too tired.. hahaz.. nitezz all!!!
:)

2005-09-11T19:31:00.000+08:00

yesterday went alvin's pub.. with min.nut,lester and yuling.. drank a lot and we stay at the pub till 2 plus.. damm "seh" lo.. the waitress keep playing dice with us making us drink and drink and drink... finish the whole chivas which we intially intend to keep .. hahaz..
after that.. went to the carpark.. was feeling real terrible.. so was sitting on the floor resting.. with lester in the car resting too.. all quite "seh" liao.. in the end, reach home only at ard 6 in the morning.. thanks lester for driving us back..
hmm.. overall was stil quite fun la.. hee.. today was at home whole day.. sore throat after yesterday night of drinking.. arhh.. hate it..

2005-09-10T20:23:00.000+08:00

ohh.. haven been blogging for sometime.. been really busy last week.. preparing for the tracom anninversary.. which was yesterday.. finally its all over.. the whole idea was to turn my camp into a carnival with all sorts of stalls.. games, makan, and a lot more..
and i was involved in the sea activities for the quest.. was damm busy the whole day.. somemore under the hot sun.. arhhh.. anyway its all over.. hee...
hmm.. later will be gg alvin's pub with nut.min,lester and yuling.. and weixiang will be gg with his friends too.. hahaz.. actually dun really feel like gg.. but since there is also no other place to go.. so might as well go there to show my support.. ?? hahaz..
i had did something to my bloggie.. hee.. nw its more brighter.. looks more healthy.. wahahahz..

2005-08-27T18:32:00.000+08:00

damm tired.. reach home 6 plus in the morning.. yupz.. yesterday was my birthday.. hee.. meet up with some friends for dinner at Fish & Co.. thanks all for coming.. (xx, xiaomin, lau meng, sunny, lova, nut, lester,yuling and edmund) thanks yuling and lester for the present and for gg black with us after the dinner.. coz i know u guys dun wanna go black de.. yuling sorry huh.. i'm nt a liar anyway.. hahaz..
anyway after dinner went black.. long time since i last went there.. was quite fun anyway.. maybe too long never club le.. kinda miss it.. hahaz.. special thanks to xueyan who came down black after her work at 1 am to join us.. really appreciate that.. thank you... :)
after black went coffee club express to eat something.. was like so hungry.. but then .. in the end .. was like eating ice cream early in the morning.. wahahaz.. anyway enjoyed myself yesterday..
once again.. thanks all who came..
:)

2005-08-22T01:38:00.000+08:00

cant believe this.. i have been staying at home this weekend.. hahaz.. stuck at home playing online game.. looks like i'm gg to become some kind of nerd who stay at home everyday facing the com.. yucks!! i dun wan that man.. but.. i'm addicted to it.. oh shit.. wat should i do.. i dun wan this.. no life at all...
anyway.. went out today.. jus came back.. hee.. only tonight gt went out.. was at home the whole day yesterday.. went ktv with max and jeanie.. yupz.. they say wanna so call"celebrate" my birthday.. hmm.. isnt that too early..(my birthday is this coming fri) they said they all nt free on the friday so celebrate an early birthday for mi..
yupz.. went amk k box and they bought a cake too.. so funny .. its's nt even my birthday yet.. and they also bought a CK boxer for mi.. nt bad huh.. jus short of boxer to wear.. hahaz..
enjoyed myself tonight and thanks you guys for celebrating an early birthday for mi.. thanks for the boxer too.. i like it.. hee..

2005-08-20T16:51:00.000+08:00

hmm... been really really long since i blog.. i have been so busy playing game that i become so lazy to blog.. hahaz..yupz.. and also busy with many other things.. for the past few weekends.. i think i had been watching movie lo.. never go clubbing for 3 weeks liao.. hahaz.. so funny.. maybe most of them are getting bored with clubbing.. yesterday min jio mi go momo.. but very tired lo.. coz yesterday just came back from a 3 day 2 night canoe expedition.. thou i am nt the one who is canoeing.. but still very tired lo.. we had to prepared so many things.. some more monday have to go again.. Sianzzz..
jus nw recieve a call from max.. hey... cass is coming to singapore .. nw!! huh.. so sudden.. then he told mi her mum call his house.. she gt some relationship problems.. hope we can talk to her.. make her feel better... yupz.. thou i dunno wat can we do.. but really hope we can help in some way..

2005-08-02T23:10:00.000+08:00

yesterday meet up with someone who i thought i will never go out with her again.. go out with her as in the 2 of us only la.. i always feel that i dunno hw to face her when i'm alone with her.. i will feel very uneasy.. but in the end.. still meet up with her and we tok and laugh just like good friends..??
yupz.. went for some pool games.. hey.. everything was alright until they started playing jay's songs.. his songs jus reminds mi of too much.. "Ge Qian" the song which i listen to almost everyday when she left mi.. and "jie Kou" this song simply just throw mi back to the past.. and memories just keep flashing in front of mi..
but then.. it has been so long le.. i guess i can control my emotion better le..and time really helps..
and maybe its better this way.. to have one good friend than to lose one..
anyway.. if u wanna challenge mi again.. guess u need to further improve ur pool skills.. thou u had really improve a lot but theres still a long way to beat mi.. wahahahaz..
was it 6-1 or 7-1 .. ???
:)

2005-07-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

yesterday went club momo.. with min, xx and his friend.. pearlie had called xx to jio us there.. coz it was her birthday.. happy birthday..!! Pearlie.. anyway.. nut was suppose to join us there.. but in the end .. he went Dbl O with his friends.. put us areoplane...
at first we intend to go there too.. coz min's friend celebrating her birthday at dbl O.. but we stayed at momo coz his friend decided to come momo.. lucky.. if nt gonna waste money on the Dbl O entrance again..
xueyan was there too .. so meet up with her a while.. saw some gals that are from nyp EI.. hey..!! nw then i realise 2 of them are fr my sec school.. wahahaz.. left momo quite early.. ard 2 plus.. dun really like there.. too little r&b music.. hahaz..

receive a call fr xx at ard 5 plus today.. told mi he is at my blk downstairs.. ask mi to come down.. hmm.. sense something nt right .. then when i saw him with his ps.. confirm something wrong le.. coz his ps was initially at his gf hse de ma.. we sat down and tok.. told mi his gf had broke up with him liao..yupz.. he was damm sad..
this reminds mi of something.. when linda broke up with mi .. i called xx down to acc mi too.. was like the same situation nw.. jus that xx had take over my role and i had take over his.. he didnt wanna stay at hm.. so meet him for a ktv session.. with min too..
after ktv .. went to our usual place.. sat down and tok.. haiz.. hw can one's feelings jus fade off like this.. till nw stil dun understand gals..

anyway.. bro.. take care of urself k..? dunno wat to say to help u .. i noe that nth i say nw can help u too.. only u can help urself.. we understand hw u feel..we went thru that too.. noe that u are feeling damm sucks nw.. u be gg thru ur toughest time..but rem.. we will always be there for u .. we are.. anyway jus a phone call away.. so jus call us up.. and.. time will heal..

2005-07-23T14:53:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a damm shitty day for mi .. really my worst day sia.. alright .. at first was still quite happy.. coz when i reach camp.. i was told that that actually mi and sebastian had been prmoted to 3SG since jan.. so may be able to gt our backpay .. so was happy lo since i was quite broke..
after that went outstation at kallang.. and finish everything by 3.. so went home at 3.. was like not a bad day sia.. go hm early also.. then went home and bath.. cuz meeting tezel at sentosa.. quite long never meet up with her liao.. and she ask mi go sentosa for dinner at sakae.. so i went lo.. then during the journey there.. i recieve one cal from vincent.. he told mi that the guys from IDB cant find our lab keys.. shit lo.. i already put the key at the usual place which they knew where de lo.. and they said they cant find the key and the lab was nt lock.. and they cant lock it lo...
then i told them i have already put at there liao lo.. in the end .. vincent had to go back camp to explain to them.. suckSS lo..

then when i reach sentosa.. went to sakae to find tezel.. then i told her abt the keys lo.. was not in really good mood liao.. but trying my best nt to affect her lo... everything was ok until we started to order food.. dunno why suddenly give attitude sia... jus becuz i dunno wat u wanna eat...?? OMG.. cant u jus order urself.. !! i did give suggestion to u .. but u didnt wan it.. so i kept quiet.. come on la.. i nt in a good mood too k..! then in the end.. u didnt order.. and ur friend help u to order.. her friend is working there by the way..
and when the food came.. ur friend order so much for u that we couldnt finish.. is it my fault again.. ?? asking u why are u so angry but u kept quiet and give mi one fucking attitude.. k lo.. fine.. in the end we sat there eating without toking at all.. then she went out tok to her friend and after a while.. dunno where she go liao.. call her.. never listen .. fuck lo.. really attitude sia.. jus go off like this.. suckS man.. so i went off too.. but was really damm angry lo.. giving mi fucking attitude becuz of such trival things.. and jus go off like this .. even if u are angry.. cant u jus give a msg saying u go liao.. fuck lo.. jus go off without saying anything.. ArgGG... cool down first..

while on my way home.. vincent call again.. he was still in the camp looking for the reserve key.. in the end .. found the reserve key.. but then.. the officer had already summit the report up liao.. fuck lo.. wat the big deal..!! just a key... i know SAF had all these stupid rules but why kick up such a big fuss.. in deep trouble liao.. monday gonna explain to my OC and MAJ yong.. haiz.. and they gonna investigate to find out whos at fault.. damm sianz.. i am jus following intructions and yet gt into this kinda trouble.. damm it..

was really like my worst day yesterday... all sorts of stupid things fall on mi.. jus feel damm sucks.. tezel msg mi yesterday night when i reach home to say she is sorry.. this morning also recieve her msg.. dunno wat should i reply.. jus needa some time to cool down..

anyway gg clubbing again tonight.. should be club momo.. since xx jio ask go there.. plus its free entry before 9 .. can save money sia.. and xueyan will be there tonight too.. see ya ...

2005-07-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

today take leave to take my stupid tp..
but in the end.. still failed.. SianzzZ.. so disappointed.. haiz.. guess needa practice more liao.. next tp..?? broke liao.. dun wanna book liao.. hahazz.. i'm sick of that place sia.. dun feel like gg back again.. hahaz.. but cannot waste lei.. already at tp liao.. i'll see hw then..

after i reach home.. no connection on my internet.. damm it lo.. already very sianz liao my broadband still give mi problems.. fuck lo... hahaz .. called broadband technical help.. in the end also cannot... then after ard an hour.. connection comes back.. broadband sucks lo..

after that played DOTA lo.. kinda addicted to it liao.. hahaz.. enough of shit.. nw gg to watch superstar liao.. byezz...

2005-07-10T21:58:00.000+08:00

in the end.. yesterday still went chinablack.. but sisi never join us.. xx join us.. hahaz... but that stupid xx .. 12 plus went back le.. next time wont ask u liao..

anyway we took one photo... free photo from nightlife.sg..

i look a bit drunk huh..??

2005-07-09T04:37:00.000+08:00

Zzzzz... jus came back from my supper.. ?? hahaz.. nt only supper actually... min drives mi, xx and lau meng to prata hse for supper.. and meet nut there.. he rides his x9 there.. and yupz.. gt my pay le.. that y gt money go eat supper.. hahaz.. so poor thing right..??

after supper went some place see see look look .. heezz... then lastly went changi village see "ah guas" today damm lotsa "ah guas" lo.. all nt bad de wor.. hahaz.. *disgusting* and a lot of ppl there watching also.. dun understand lo.. these ppl damm bo liao lo.. nth better to do at hm.. hahaz... by the way.. we went there to have some drinks only...?? :)

went OCH to have a look .. but very eriee laz.. so stay only a while..

tml dunno wanna go where.. haiz.. sianz lo.. clubbing? ktv? movie?
i dunno........

gg to play game nw... seeya..... :)

2005-07-08T22:37:00.000+08:00

yupz.. finally today is staying at home.. not gg anyway today.. maybe go supper only.. coz have been gg out for the past few weekends.. darn tired!! this weekend no more clubbing also.. rest a while first.. hee.. :)

last week jus went chinablack again.. getting bored.. so decided to rest this weekend... watch movie instead.. hmm.. but maybe will change plan again.. gg club momo.. xueyan told mi that place is damm happening lo.. anyway.. haven decide yet.. nothing is confirm.. hahaz..

now i am jus waiting for something first.. wahahaz.. my payyyy.. coz i am damm broke.. no money to go for supper...

come on SAF!! give mi my pay nw!!!

2005-07-02T17:59:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch "War Of The World" with min and nut.. nice show.. heez.. rating of 8 out of 10... very exciting movie..

here's a short synopsis of the movie... Tom cruise starts as Ray ferrier, a divorced dockworker and less-than-perfect father. Soon after his ex-wife drop off his children to him for a weekend visit, a strange and powerful lightning storm touches down.

moments later, he witnesses a three legged war machine emerges from beneath the earth and, before anyone can react, incinerates everything in sight. An ordinary day has suddenly become the most extraordinary event of their lifetime-the first strike in a catastrophic alien attack on Earth.

After the show.. went prata house for supper.. and tried nut's X9 .. wow.. nice bike.. powerful and its cool... heez..

2005-06-27T10:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday meet xx, nut and min.. the original plan by xx was jus to take a walk at orchard and have our dinner there.. in the end.. we ended up at k-box.. hahazz.. but all of us didnt really had the mood to sing lo.. but we still manage to sing from 5 till 8:30pm..
anyway.. saw evvonne there.. so "paiseh".. i think she saw mi too.. but i didnt say anything to her.. all thanks to you.."yuling".. "thanks" huh.. hahaz.. after that.. went for our dinner then went hm le.. too tired liao..
as for sat.. well.. clubbing again lo.. at chinablack with sisi, nut and min.. and free entry into black fr 9pm till 1am for a period of 4 weeks on every wed,fri and sat..?? coz of their anniversary thingy.. well.. this should be consider a very good news ba.. yupz.. R&B music is soo nice.. and that night at black was sooo happening lo.. damm lotsa of ppl too.. we could only stand at the dance floor.. couldnt move at all.. so poor thing.. anyway the most happening part was when the waiter went up the bar and dance.. hahaz.. he even strip off his shirt.. and the spot light was on him only lo.. almost all the ppl stop dancing and the whole focus was on him.. hahaz.. poured ice water on himself and his other collegues even spray dry ice on him.. was like shooting MTV..?? hahaz.. then suddenly one gal jus went up the bar and dance with him.. think she was too high liao.. is that really hw u guys party at chinablack...?? anyway.. nt always can see this kinda happening thingy laz.. lastly.. they give out free chinablack t-shirts and min manage to gt one.. idiot..!! hahaz.. lucky u... then ard 3plus.. went back hm le.. too tired... anyway.. its free entry for 4 weeks.. so maybe will go again next week...?? :)

2005-06-25T15:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch Initial D The movie... hmm.. overall the movie was only "so so".. i would only give a rating of 7 out of 10.. maybe i was expecting too much at the beginning.. coz the anime series was so nice and somemore it has Jay as Takumi.. and they was like making it sooo big thingy and promoting so much for the movie.. thats why i was really expecting a lot.. In the end.. felt little dissappointed...
Anyway.. nw the reasons for my poor rating... the movie was much expected... maybe was becoz i watch the anime already.. so was nt exciting.. there was too little racing scences... and they were short too.. except for the last race... nothing really special in the movie.. luckily the movie was quite funny... so quite entertaining.. especially takumi's father and his best friend itsuki.. hahaz.. damm funny ..this 2 characters...and the scenery at Mt.Haruna downhill was really beautiful(Mount Haruna stands in for the fictional Mount Akina whereby the numerous *drifting* and hair-raising race sequences are shot)... other than that... nth much to tok abt liao.. hahaz..
anyway.. nut had passed his TP and bought a X9.. for 5000 bucks.. quite x sia.. but good for him la.. coz he like this type of bike.. hahaz.. congrats to u .. finally had ur own bike liao.. dunno when will i have mine... ?? *wondering*

2005-06-22T11:18:00.000+08:00

yeah..!!finally Initial D the Movie is coming..been waiting for the movie..since i had watch the Initial D anime series..really wanna see hw the movie is like..somemore it has Jay chou as Takumi..heez..gg to watch the movie on friday..with min and nut..looking forward for that day..

THE ART OF DRIFTING

The D of the title stands for drifting, a racing technique of braking the rear tires loose in a controlled manner right before an uncontrolled skid. Drifting is the fastest way through a corner. A car is considered to be drifting when all of its wheels are slipping, but the front wheels are still pointed in the direction of the corner, or at least straight.

2005-06-21T10:09:00.000+08:00

hahaz..been really really busy this few days..plus too tired..that y no updates..anyway i am nw in camp using my unit's laptop..that y gt time to blog..if nt..when i reach hm..i will jus slack and watch tv..heez..

Sat, June 18 2005

woke up and recieve a sms from lau meng..meeting him for lunch at the same old place..so went to meet him for lunch and we were like discussing abt xx..hahaz..coz today he was suppose to collect the dog he bought for lynn(his gf)..yupz..both of us..mi and lau meng feel that he had spend too much for his gf's birthday..900 bucks for the dog..hmm..maybe u should buy a bike for mi instead..hahaz..
after our lunch..we went edmund's hse play manjong..when we reach there..he was lying on the floor sleeping..stupid ass..we wake him up and play until ard evening time..thou we play very small stakes..and only for a while..i still lose over ten bucks.. hahaz..wat a lousy player i am..
went hm and bath..changed..then meet max..yupz..been quite some time since i last meet him..and he's gg ord soon..so i guess he will be more free le ba..we went orchard to shop ard coz he say he needa buy father's day present..and i also wanna buy something for Regina..coz its her birthday tml..in the end..he didnt managed to buy anything..too fussy and indecisive..wahahaz..and i bought a bracelet for Regina..
Donnavan then called mi and say no clubbing tonite..yuling suggest ktv..hahaz..finally can rest one day liao..too much clubbing bad for health..heez..so before i meet them..i went suntec to meet Regina to pass her the present..and max went off first..
after that went to meet xiaomin,nut,lester and yuling for ktv at cuppage party world..we sing from 11pm till 3pm..hahaz..quite enjoy la..since it has been some time i last went ktv..then xiaomin drove us hm using lester's car..coz lester say he was tired.. hahaz..and when reach my hse carpark..we take turn to try lester's car ard the carpark..hahaz..long time since i try driving..nt too bad huh..

Sun, June 19 2005

nth much on sunday..coz i wake up at 3 plus pm..hahaz..slept like a pig..so when i wake up..ate my lunch..then gt ready for my class 2B pract 8 at 4:40pm..yupz..it has been 2 mths since my last lesson..coz the past 2 times failed and i was like so demoralelise to take again..anyway in the end.. i passed..wahhahaz..finally i passed and can book my TP..my TP...July 21 2005 8:15am...hope i can pass on my first TP..

Wish me all the best for my TP..

*cheerS*

2005-06-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

yeah... today was rotting the whole day at hm.. heez... wake up at ard 1plus then just slack until nw.. hahaz.. was a little bit tired laz.. yesterday went clubbing .. as usual.. went dbl O again.. with min, nut and xx... nut also bring his campmates along.. nw clubbing had become my weekly routine le.. to relieve my stress for the weekdays... hahaz..
anyway yesterday wasnt really that fun.. dunno why.. nt really into the mood... think had to do something special... wahahaz.. oh ya.. met pearlie there agian.. think she went there every sat ba.. hahazz.. and something funny happen.. hahaz.. xx and me was standing in a corner smoking when suddenly this gal... small small size de went up to xx and offer him a beer.. hahazz.. xx was like stunned down there lo.. after he finish.. she offer him one more glass.. hahaz.. xx was like so full liao so help him to drink some..
think the gal was a bit drunk liao... or maybe jus broke up that y wanna tackle xx... hahaz... anyway dbl O seems to become so boring le... dunno why too.. think gotta change other place liao.. heezz... chinablack seems to be a good idea huh.. heez...
tml start work again.. gg to kallang.. haiz .. so sian.. outdoor activities again.. when can i go back to my lab..?? hahaz... but gg there also have some advantages.. its nearer.. and normally can secure earlier... hahaz.. so is it still better than changi..??

2005-06-11T14:08:00.000+08:00

been quite some time since i last blog...heez.. coz was like really busy for the
past week...
the whole week was involve in the JRC Team based activities...yupz...from
tuseday till friday..was supposed to stay in from tuesday till friday.. but in
the end no one wanna overnight..
so our OC allows all of us to go back hm...but still this 4 days was really tired
lo...the whole thing ends at ard 9plus everyday..so when i reach hm also ard
10plus le..after bathing went straight to bed... and had to reach my camp 7:30
in the morning the next day... soooo tired... and this continue for the 4 days...
finally came back hm yesterday and was able to slp till 12pm today...
wahahahz..damm shiok...
but my whole body ache nw lo..today whole day should be resting at hm le ba..
maybe tonight go clubbing.. relieve my stress for the past 4 days... hahaz...

2005-06-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

today was feeling damm sick laz... really dun feel well...jus came back hm nt
too long ago from my camp.. so late huh...coz gt this stupid bbq gathering lo..
drag till 9plus then finish...but overall was quite entertaining laz.. gt lotsa
performance...and some of them was like damm funny lo...reminds mi when
i was in BMT...the OC NiteZ...
and yupz.. this afternoon went to watch the SAFSA water polo championship..
heezz.. RSN Vs Artillery... and Navy won!! hahaz.. 7 :6 .. i should say its a close
match lo.. and was actually very exciting too.. and since it was held at changi
naval base.. Navy cannot lose on their homeground laz..hahaz...
weixiang actually ask mi to go alvin's pub tonitez.. he is there already..but sorry
laz.. was really damm tired and nt feeling well le... so i had to give it a miss..
next time k..? :)
tired tired tired.... gonna sleep soon le... nope...gonna watch i guess*3 before
i sleep.. heezz.. bye everyone..

2005-05-29T01:24:00.000+08:00

yeah..!! back home..hee..jus came back from another ktv session with
lau meng they all..then max called..for supper with jeanie and him..
lazy la..i jus reach hm wor..lazy to go back the same place again..
hahaz..
anyway today meet up with lau meng they all for dinner..coz lau meng
is treating us ma..heezz..so called celebrate his birthday..which was
yesterday..happy birthday lau meng!! hahaz..all of us is growing old
le..so sad... :(
and thanks for ur treat too lau meng...the crabs were damm nice lo...
next time treat us eat again la..wahahaz.. after the dinner.. went for a
short ktv session and then headed back hm..

think tml gg to repair my hp..damm unlucky..yesterday while i was out
at sea..jump into the sea with my hp in the pocket..damm it..and when i
took out the hp.. it was like.."sot" laio lo.. haiz..think no hope liao..gonna
buy new one le.. Sianzzz...
yesterday finally went to alvin's pub..so sorry huh...always msg mi to go
support and only until yesterday then went down..but anyway ur pub's
business nt bad huh.. full house lo.. still gotta wait..ya..stay until the pub
close then went back hm.. think will go there again la.. nt a bad place
for some drinks and singing..?? coz its a ktv pub..anyway.. alvin..all the
best to u lo.. everyday full house... earn big bucks.. heezz...

~cheers~

2005-05-21T15:11:00.000+08:00

just came back hm after meeting lau meng for lunch.. yup..
rented a vcd jus nw.. gonan watch it later.. then night
time maybe meeting lau meng again and xx?? or xiaomon lo..
see hw laz..
yesterday night went to meet lester,donnavan and yuling..
was actually planing to watch tv at hm de.. coz yesterday
night gt Guess*3.. but yuling called mi and ask mi go ktv..
and since lester coming to fetch mi.. so i agreed lo..
at first went orchard party world but was full house laz..
nvm.. coz i also dun really like party world liao.. hahaz..
so in the end went cineleisure k-box.. from 10plus sing
till 3..
hahaz.. think we had quite a good time there.. coz i was
like quite long never go ktv le ba.. and our songlist was
always full.. hahaz.. so different from last time..
but was quite ex thou.. ard 28 bucks per person.. cant
help.. town area ma.. haiz.. out to kill poor ppl like mi..
hahaz.. after our ktv session.. went k-pool for some games..
play until 4plus.. then went back amk for supper..
heez.. after supper when i reach hm.. was already 5plus le..
so early huh..?? hahaz.. after bathing went flat on my bed
until 1plus in the afternoon.. tired laz..
that's all for my outing yesterday.. heezz..

ya..*big head*..it's mi.. jus wan u to stay happy always..
dun wanna see u sad for any reason.. always think more
positive k.. and promise mi u will take good care of
yourself always.....

2005-05-18T22:32:00.000+08:00

kinda in good mood today..?? hahaz.. coz we can continue to stay
in the lab le..no need to stationed in the office liao.. yup.. that's great !!
heez.. can do our own things without any interference... hahazz..
somemore today can go hm early..wat else can i still ask for..?? hmm..
hahaz.. applies to tml also..:)
so tml will be gg hm ard 2plus..shiok ah.. haazz.. but tml will be busy ba..
have to finish my unit's webpage.. still gt some impt pics haven take..
will be a busy day for mi tml.. i guess..hahaz..

Life is always full of ups and downs.. i'm jus glad that u are ok nw..
stay happy always... :)

~cheers~

2005-05-16T23:17:00.000+08:00

让我们一起忘记这个世界有时间的存在...

忘记生离死别...

甚至生命的长短...

我们要做的就是珍惜现在...

就算下一秒钟是世界末日...

只要这一秒钟还没来到...

那就不是事实...

事实只有一个...就是这一刻...

我们还在一起...

2005-05-15T16:58:00.000+08:00

HapPy biRtHdaY Xiaomin!! 22 yrs old liao.. must be more
mature le.. but ur nick"ah beng" will stay with us forever no
matter hw old u are.. wahahaz..anyway.. wish u all the best in
watever u do .. buddy.. and gt a gf fast.. heezz..
yesterday went dbl O to celebrate min's birthday.. hmm.. meet
lau meng.. xx.. and yuling.. then we took cab down.. when we reach
there.. xiaomin and donnavan was already there.. with racheal also..
was quite shock to see racheal there thou.. coz i thought.. hmm..
nvm... heez..
after a while.. william,zhenquan,weicai,lester came...ya.. then keep
on drinking.. drink drink drink.. dance dance dance.. drink till so high
that i keep on disturbing them..thought i will be the first to be down..
hahaz.. nope.. xx was the first.. drunk until cannot make it le..so
lau meng send him home first..
so u guys dun keep on saying i am drunk..hahaz.. anyway.. after tat
keep on drinking till drunk..and need them to help mi gt out of dbl O..
Lester send mi,xiaomin and yuling home.. lester..pls..can u drive better
ornot.. make mi vomited in your car.. luckily..u gt plastic bag ready for
mi.. heez.. anyway.. thanks for sending us home..
finally.. reach home at ard 5plus.. bath le then go slp liao.. cannot make
it le..hahaz.. but was fun thou.. called xx jus nw.. he ok le.. and said was
fun yesterday..arrange to go again next week.. hahaz.. crazy la u .. k la..
gotta go take my dinner le.. hungry..byez..

~cheers~

2005-05-14T16:41:00.000+08:00

Days of joy..days of sadness slowly pass me by..
As I try to hold you...you are vanishing before me..
You're just an illusion...When I'm awaken..
my tears have dried in the sand of sleep...
I'm a rose blooming in the desert..It's a dream...
I'm in love with you..Endless Rain..fall on my heart...
Let me forget all of the hate..all of the sadness..
I awake from my dream..I can't find my way without you...
The dream is over..Until I can forget your love...
Endless Rain..let me stay evermore in your heart..
Let my heart take in your tears...
take in your memories....

weekend cuming!!

2005-05-12T23:09:00.000+08:00

its been some time since i last updated my blog.. heez.. i am jus too tired and lazy to type anything i guess.. :) anyway today was quite relaxing for me..the whole day was like so cooling and the time pass so fast.. hahaz.. vin today never came to work.. again.. he came up with those same old excuses. haiz.. cannot make it la.. vin!!
yesterday went for a haircut.. OMG.. it was damm short lo.. damm regret to go to that saloon.. i will never go there again.. told her i wanna to cut short but nt the very short kind.. in the end.. give mi one durian head..this morning i had to put so much gel to make my hair looks better.. hw to face other ppl with this nerdy+stupid hairstyle..haiz.. but staff jenny says i look better with my new haircut.. hahaz.. are u serious..?? thank yew sooo much.. wahahahz..
change my blog's layout today.. and i like it compared to the previous one.. thou it's much more simple.. but its neater.. and thank yew.. sisi for the stars.. heezzz... :)
think i gg to slp soon le.. getting late.. oyasumi nasai... :)

2005-05-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

today nth much to write la.. slack at hm whole day.. wat to do .. no money to go out.. hahaz.. today whole day at hm.. think of a lot of things .. suddenly think of her.. haiz.. damm it la.. so long liao still think of her..
it has been 6mths 1 day since our relationship ended and till nw i still think of her.. feel s0 useless la.. came to think abt it.. my life change so much since she left mi.. and some of my thinking changes too.. always thought that i had get over it.. but well.. i didnt.. and i guess i never will.. but really feel so hopeless in my life..my future..
gonna change my thinking.. cant stand it.. i cant be forever living in the past.. stuck in the past while she has already gone so far.. Argh.. i gotta change.. change change change...

2005-05-04T15:41:00.000+08:00

guess wat.? i am nw in camp using the labtop to blog.. wahaha.. nt bad huh..surfing net.. browsing thru other ppl's blog.. enjoying my ns life.. but then.. its nt gg to last le.. haiz..my days are numbered.. cant slack anymore.. next week onwards.. think i will be stationed in the office liao.. under the eyes of my OC.. damm it.. sure everyday kana f**k by him..
coz this is his hobby i guess.. hahaz.. anyway.. dun care so much also..i am jus a NSF..cant wait to ord la.. really cannot take it liao.. too stress.. gg crazy one day.. hahazz..weekdays are so bored..cant stand it.. reach home take dinner.. watch tv.. then online a while.. time to sleep liao.. so sianz.. heeez.. sorry la.. everytime complain sianz.. but really sianz ma..
hahaz.. plus no money.. even worse.. "sheng bu ru si" hahaz.. serious wor.. i am so stress up.. must go ktv le..Regina?? wanna join mi?? hahazz..

2005-04-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

*SianZzz* heez.. my fav line.. yupz.. and today..for the whole day.. i was like a super slacker.. lazing ard doing nothing at home?? hahaz..cant totally blame me for that u noe.. coz i wake up quite late lo.. and it really feel so great to be able to sleep so long.. :)
yesterday went clubbing with xiaomin, donavan, william and xx(oH shit.. i wasnt suppose to tell anyone i went clubbing with him) hahaz.. forgive mi xx.. we went chinablack instead of our usual "double O" .. coz we all felt that chinablack will be more "happening" hahaz.. indeed.. yesterday was quite happening.. nice atmosphere, good music and happening crowd..wahahaz.. quite enjoy thru out the night.. we went back home ard 3plus and xx came to my house to sleep.. he had to book in this morning.. and so.. he wake up at 6 while i sleep till 2plus in the morning.. wahaha.. life is so unfair.. hahaz.. think i gg to sleep soon .. tml playing bball at 9am.. hahaz.. damm long never play liao.. so had to sleep earlier.. if nt cant wake up.. wahaha.. byezz...

2005-04-29T20:25:00.000+08:00

yohz... hee.. finally my blog is done.. haha.. actually should have done it long ago but too lazy or should i say.. erm.. too busy?? yupz.. must be too busy.. :) anyway today was jus another boring day for mi...sianZZZZ... haha... went to camp as usual and when i was at tanah merah waiting for my bus.. saw Linda and she gives mi this funny look lo.. why?? head too big cant walk properly that y look so blur ah? haha..
after when i reach my camp.. the everyday routine start.. so boring.. the same cycle everyday.. but today was a bit better.. heez.. maybe becoz its a friday... haha.. and nw.. waiting for xx call lo.. coz he ask wanna go clubbing ornot... actually wasnt really interested .. but if stay at home also very sianzz.. so maybe will go ba.. haha.. k..i need to go liao..
hope i will enjoy tonight..? wahaha...:)